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Friday, 26 December 2008
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Back For Christmas
Hi all!
It's been soooo long I have never updated my blog. My oh my...I have been wanting to update for so long but everytime I want to do so, my time is already up cos my son wakes up. I only managed to update on FB! My son is sleeping now...so I have to make this quick cos I need to prepare dinner in a short while.
Anyway, I am back to Sabah for Christmas until New Year..yay!! But the sad thing, hubby is not around this year to celebrate together with us due to work commitment
.Nevertheless, Christmas this year is special to me as there is an additional family member..that is my dearest son, Neville.
I feel time is passing by so fast! I have one week left at home...wishing I could spend the entire month here....mmm...a wishful thinking..I should not complain...having to spend 10 days at home is good enough.
Will try to update again later.
Sunday, 21 September 2008
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So routine...
I find that my life is soo routine. It's more routine now that I have a son. It's a good thing that I am working. At least I don't confine myself being at home.
Wishing that I get to go somewhere for a short holiday kinda thing to get out from this routine life. Really need a break..
Tuesday, 16 September 2008
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Tired, Tired and Really Tired
Hi peeps. It's been such a while since I updated my blog. I have been pre-occupied with work and with my family that I hardly have time to really sit down in front of the computer to put a new entry to my blog.
I am done with cold and a slight fever. I was feeling fine until late this evening as I was feeling so cold. I asked my colleague whether she felt the air-cond too cold or not. She told me that the air-cond was not cold. It's not that I never felt cold before without getting sick but in the evening I was feeling one kind. As I got into the car, I suddenly felt my body was warm and I just wished I had someone to drive me back. I did not switch on the car air-cond until I was about to reach home. I did not even eat dinner as I had fried mee at about 5pm. Oh I have this slight sore throat with little phlegm inside my throat.It is so uncomfortable and I just took one sore throat medicine to ease the feeling of soreness.
I was reluctant to take my shower as I was worried if I would feel worst after taking shower. I was feeling sooo cold. After putting Neville to bed, I quickly went to take my shower and had to wash my hair as it feels greasy already. I was feeling more weaker after my shower. I had my long sleeve t-shirt and a long pants on. Feeling a little bit warm now. I have to wait my hair to dry before I go to sleep.
I have been so tired for the past two weeks. Having to juggle between work and family,it's not easy. But I am glad that I managed to pull through. I managed to leave early when hubby was outstation and brought my work back cos I was not able to complete it during working hours. I just need more rest and I supposed becos of the hectic workload, I hardly have enough rest. And now I am not feeling well
. I was back at hometown last week for 5 days only. It was great seeing my parents and my family members. And of course my parents were in the state of euphorism when they met their onluy grandson. Surprisingly, Neville did not cry when mum held him. Different kind of reaction with my mum-in-law. I wonder why...Neville would cry his heart out when someone from hubby's side hold him (except the babysitter (hubby's aunty) and the cousins), he would look at the person's face and start looking at me. Not even 5 minutes, he would start crying. Sia pun tidak tau macam mana mo explain.
Ok I think I better stop here. My hands have start getting cold again. I still need to wait for my hair to dry. So for the meanwhile, i want to watch "Hancock" which my younger brother said it was not that good. I watched the movie little bit and I kinda like it.
Good nite all.
Saturday, 02 August 2008
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Currently Watching
Ratatouille
By Ian Holm
see relatedAppraisal
I had my appraisal done this week. For the past two years working in two different business centres, we have never done appraisal individually whereby each one of us will be meeting our supervisor. We simply just do our own appraisal and submit to our Senior Account Manager. But here in Shah Alam Business Centre, things are done differently. We had two stages of appraisal whereby the first one is to show our rating which were not finalised yet. The second stage was the appraisal to show our final rating. I was feeling a little bit down when I had my appraisal done and the worst part was when my Centre Head announced the rating that we had to everyone!I felt more demotivated!!! And the thing I could not stand is there are officers getting better rating despite their poor performance. How fair is that?? It's soooo double standard here and so much of favouritism. The non-bumis are having difficulty to survive and constantly being pickep up for their not so good performance even though they are doing a good job. I hate being in this centre. I hate being here in Peninsular. Working in Sabah is so much different. I do admit that the workload is pretty much the same. But it's the people that driving me nuts and the working environment is not so conducive. Here, you need 'spread some butter' (metaphorically speaking) to your superior to get things to favor on your side and I am not that kind of person.I will hate the sight of me if I do that and what do i get by doing that? The management will even wants more of me and drained me out. So what's the point of doing that?? Exactly, it will not benefit me at all.
I know that by dwelling like this will not going to do much help for myself. So I decided to just commit my work the best I can. I have start bringing my back my work for the weekend. I WILL TRY MY BEST TO SQUEEZE IN SOME TIME TO DO MY PROPOSAL. In my department, SPEED is the utmost requirement. So I just have to sacrifice a little bit of my time to rest during the weekend. My option to go back late during the weekdays is a big NO NO for me. I can only stay back maybe once or twice a week. Other than that, I am going back on time.
Dear God, give me strength to go through this difficult time.
Sunday, 27 July 2008
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Trip to Sg. Siput, Perak
I was in Sg. Siput 2 weeks ago to attend hubby's cousin's son 1 year Birthday celebration. We left Puchong at about 6.15pm after work and reached there at 9.15p.m. The weather was so hot there. I thought it would be cooling cos kampung area kan. But it turned out to be sooo hot. Neville had difficulty sleeping. The room that me and Neville were sleeping at was soooo stuffy especially in the day time. He only managed to sleep an hour or so. That Saturday night he only went to sleep at about 1 somehting in the morning! Penat betul and he woke up twice for milk. I was sleeping in another room on Saturday night cos that room ada air-con. Tapi teda dimlight. Totally dark and when I woke up to make milk, I had to bring Neville out of the room because he was crying and I didn't want to disturb my hubby's aunty and her daughter who were sleeping in that room. Besides, I need to change Neville's diaper.
The birthday celebration was on Saturday which started after 7.30p.m. Shoban, the birthday boy was not in the good mood and was constantly crying. The highlight of the celebration was cake cutting which was also the first thing that they did before makan. When I went out to eat at about 9 p.m. most of the guests who came earlier on pulang sudah. Tinggal family members and jiran yang dekat2 I think. Well below are some photos that I managed to take when I was there.
The backdrop
Sound check
Hubby's cousins
The birthday boy, Shoban
Cake cutting
Shoban's grandmother (Ramesh's mother) putting a chain on him
Neville with dad. Do they resemble each other?
Neville with mummy. Do we resemble each other? I think all of you would say that Neville resembles more like his dad.
Feeling sleepy already...
Practise tiarap :)
My tired looking face
Hubby was watching the cake cutting while holding Neville
Neville with grandpa Sabak Bernam
Neville wanted to cry already at that time
Terpaksa kasih masuk cradle cos he could not sleep. The music was so loud also at that time plus with the hot weather.He was taking turn with Shoban cos ada satu cradle ja di sana.
We left Sg. Siput at about 2p.m. and reached home at about 5p.m.


















